Sunday, March 28, 2010
200th Post!
Hey guys, it's been a while. I've really need to apologize for the delay in posts. I guess, I've been too addicted to FaceBook lately, ha! What a potent social networking website.
Anyway, I've just realized, that it was going to be my 200th post. I was waiting for it to happen, but I guess it just slipped out of my mind every now and then. But, it's really nothing huge, since I don't blog everyday. Still, the fact that I've reached 200, brings me back. Way too back for me to remember, actually.
Well, I've nothing else to say. I guess it's time to zip. TTFN!
Anyway, I've just realized, that it was going to be my 200th post. I was waiting for it to happen, but I guess it just slipped out of my mind every now and then. But, it's really nothing huge, since I don't blog everyday. Still, the fact that I've reached 200, brings me back. Way too back for me to remember, actually.
Well, I've nothing else to say. I guess it's time to zip. TTFN!
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Rewind & Replay
Hey people, I'm gonna blog about yesterday, since it was really a MEMORABLE day. It won't be a reflection post, since it was all a WOO-moment most of the time.
Yesterday, wake up in the morning, feeling like P. Diddy. WTF, this ain't TiK ToK you b*tch! Anyway, went to school for Jia Jie's "meeting" for some Leadership stuff today, which is yesterday's tomorrow. Turns out, wasn't a meeting at all. Wasted my time, waking up at about 5 or something, just to get consent form. WOO!
After wards, went to Mac, eat breakfast. Then, went outside to board a bit. Saw a snail, picked it up, but it in the dustbin, then threw it into the fountain-like thingy outside Mac. God damn, I saw an image from my past back then. Then, rushed back to school for Ms Chen's lesson.
Don't feel like elaborating, since most of the time I was edgy and wanted it to end ASAP. Finished, then chionged back home. Changed, and then rushed to East Coast Park for Prefect outing. CJ wanted to throw people into the sea, so yeah. Cool stuff.
Went to Pasir Ris with Nick, Sarah, Dennis and CJ. Yeah, got down and tried looking for East Coast Park. BUT WAIT!! East Coast Park wasn't in Pasir Ris, it's in f**king EUNOS! NICK, YOU B*TCH-ASS!! So, we chionged back to Eunos. We all damn du-lan liao, I know.
After wards, wait for so God damn long for the bus. 966. I will remember that number for the rest of my LIFE! Wow, thinking about it makes me so pissed off again, even though it happened yesterday. After wards, used the waveboard to do some stupid sh*t. Yeah, that was fun. NOT~
We got into the bus, finally, then we took the ride. Nick was confident in finding the stop again, but of course, he failed again. "I think we missed it" "No, later pass *insert name of some f**king road here* then we get off" In the end, we missed it. F**KED UP?! YOU BET, B*TCH!
Luckily, the bus took us to Woodlands. So, we sat there, looking out of the window, reading out of people's car plate number-thingy. That was crazy. We ALL went crazy. Nick, CJ and me. Afterwards, Dennis got off at his stop, then we went to Causeway Point to makan. Then, look at the shops and stuff, then laughed at their names. I think Sarah was getting pissed off that time, 'cause we were really like drunkards.
Went into some shop, 77th Street. Cool stuff. CJ:"Hey, I dare you go inside and ask the person "Where is 78th Street?"" We ROFLMAOed infront of the God damn store. WOO~ Damn WILD!! Frick, good times, good times. But after we ate, there wasn't anything funny anymore. Seems like the food knocked us out. Oh well.. Good times, good times..
Yesterday, wake up in the morning, feeling like P. Diddy. WTF, this ain't TiK ToK you b*tch! Anyway, went to school for Jia Jie's "meeting" for some Leadership stuff today, which is yesterday's tomorrow. Turns out, wasn't a meeting at all. Wasted my time, waking up at about 5 or something, just to get consent form. WOO!
After wards, went to Mac, eat breakfast. Then, went outside to board a bit. Saw a snail, picked it up, but it in the dustbin, then threw it into the fountain-like thingy outside Mac. God damn, I saw an image from my past back then. Then, rushed back to school for Ms Chen's lesson.
Don't feel like elaborating, since most of the time I was edgy and wanted it to end ASAP. Finished, then chionged back home. Changed, and then rushed to East Coast Park for Prefect outing. CJ wanted to throw people into the sea, so yeah. Cool stuff.
Went to Pasir Ris with Nick, Sarah, Dennis and CJ. Yeah, got down and tried looking for East Coast Park. BUT WAIT!! East Coast Park wasn't in Pasir Ris, it's in f**king EUNOS! NICK, YOU B*TCH-ASS!! So, we chionged back to Eunos. We all damn du-lan liao, I know.
After wards, wait for so God damn long for the bus. 966. I will remember that number for the rest of my LIFE! Wow, thinking about it makes me so pissed off again, even though it happened yesterday. After wards, used the waveboard to do some stupid sh*t. Yeah, that was fun. NOT~
We got into the bus, finally, then we took the ride. Nick was confident in finding the stop again, but of course, he failed again. "I think we missed it" "No, later pass *insert name of some f**king road here* then we get off" In the end, we missed it. F**KED UP?! YOU BET, B*TCH!
Luckily, the bus took us to Woodlands. So, we sat there, looking out of the window, reading out of people's car plate number-thingy. That was crazy. We ALL went crazy. Nick, CJ and me. Afterwards, Dennis got off at his stop, then we went to Causeway Point to makan. Then, look at the shops and stuff, then laughed at their names. I think Sarah was getting pissed off that time, 'cause we were really like drunkards.
Went into some shop, 77th Street. Cool stuff. CJ:"Hey, I dare you go inside and ask the person "Where is 78th Street?"" We ROFLMAOed infront of the God damn store. WOO~ Damn WILD!! Frick, good times, good times. But after we ate, there wasn't anything funny anymore. Seems like the food knocked us out. Oh well.. Good times, good times..
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Morpheus
Morpheus, the God of Dreams and Sleep. He who controls dreams so easily. If he has the ability to change Reality into Dreams and Dreams into Reality, isn't that the best convenience ever?
Hey people, just a foreword. Yeah, now I'm really down into a sh*thole. A grandeur moment of fun turned into one ricocheting turn of events. My deposition of feelings just took a 180 degrees turn and back into that basket.
For f**k's sake. I won't say that move was a mistake, but now, I'm always looking back, wondering whether I did the right thing. Yet, I'm curious at what's waiting for me at the end of the path. Curiosity is such a God damned b*tch. It's like a dream, bittersweet. But no, it's reality. So, which way am I suppose to look at now? What decisions should I make?
I'm really really lost.
Hey people, just a foreword. Yeah, now I'm really down into a sh*thole. A grandeur moment of fun turned into one ricocheting turn of events. My deposition of feelings just took a 180 degrees turn and back into that basket.
For f**k's sake. I won't say that move was a mistake, but now, I'm always looking back, wondering whether I did the right thing. Yet, I'm curious at what's waiting for me at the end of the path. Curiosity is such a God damned b*tch. It's like a dream, bittersweet. But no, it's reality. So, which way am I suppose to look at now? What decisions should I make?
I'm really really lost.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Individu-Central
Hey guys, morning. I've been thinking, waking in the mornings on a weekend is definitely the best. I miss the cool morning air the most, I guess. It's too hectic during the weekdays. Anyways, another reflection post.
Individu-Central. An easy word to understand. That's what I've been noticing about myself now. I've been arrogantly shouting out words into the air, not knowing how you were feeling or doing. I'm ashamed of myself for that. I guess, it's the lack of communication between us, but after hearing about your plight, I'm going to do whatever it takes for me to get you back on your feet.
I'll be your support, your base, your safety net when you fall down and the person who'd be there for you, not eternally, but for as long as you need me.
Individu-Central. An easy word to understand. That's what I've been noticing about myself now. I've been arrogantly shouting out words into the air, not knowing how you were feeling or doing. I'm ashamed of myself for that. I guess, it's the lack of communication between us, but after hearing about your plight, I'm going to do whatever it takes for me to get you back on your feet.
I'll be your support, your base, your safety net when you fall down and the person who'd be there for you, not eternally, but for as long as you need me.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Paradox Flux
Hey people, it's quite a while since I last posted. Actually, the gap isn't so huge like usual. Oh well.. Anyway, another reflection post.
I've decided, it's finished. No more of this tension-filled link between us. I'm cutting it off, whether you like it or not. I'm sick of hanging on that piece of string, just to salvage or continue our relationship. No more. I'm done. All the effort and time are wasted just like that. Poof, down the drain, even after a long time of holding out. I've realized, if you didn't budge last time, I doubt you will even if I wait longer.
Also, I think I'm addicted to an old drug. The more I try to have abstinence of you, it gets worse. I'm seriously addicted to you, I don't even know why. The effort of controlling my desires are doubling every passing moment with you. This is ultimately the wrong time, not in this maelstrom of chaos.
Why does it have to be you? I don't even understand. I've recovered from a fall, just to be pushed back down again, but harder and more forceful, which doubles my wounds. The scars that run deep within me are still there. You remind me of them, and they remind me of you. 2 words - F**k it.
I've decided, it's finished. No more of this tension-filled link between us. I'm cutting it off, whether you like it or not. I'm sick of hanging on that piece of string, just to salvage or continue our relationship. No more. I'm done. All the effort and time are wasted just like that. Poof, down the drain, even after a long time of holding out. I've realized, if you didn't budge last time, I doubt you will even if I wait longer.
Also, I think I'm addicted to an old drug. The more I try to have abstinence of you, it gets worse. I'm seriously addicted to you, I don't even know why. The effort of controlling my desires are doubling every passing moment with you. This is ultimately the wrong time, not in this maelstrom of chaos.
Why does it have to be you? I don't even understand. I've recovered from a fall, just to be pushed back down again, but harder and more forceful, which doubles my wounds. The scars that run deep within me are still there. You remind me of them, and they remind me of you. 2 words - F**k it.
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Happy Birthday
Top of the morning people. Anyway, I'd make this short, sweet and straight to the point 'cause I've got stuff to do on a weekend. So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAYA! Yeah, I know we celebrated it yesterday, and your face got caked and stuff. But that was good ol' fun. Enjoy your birthday while it lasts~
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Fatigue
Hey people, today's post would be something different. More of a describing post, than a reflection post ;P But then again, after several people tried to "decode" what I posted about and failed, I found it really amusing. Maybe I should slip in a lil' of something..
Right now, I can't really think straight. My mind's clouded with various visions, decisions and consequences. Though one thing's for sure, I crave sleep. It wrecks the brain, like a withdrawal symptom. Messing up my brain and I don't even know what I'm writing about. Though, sleeping would only cut down on the time I could use to do something else.
Something is wrecking me as well. Something that I should've done long ago. The wait for my "package" was dreadful, I understand and can relate to. But then again, my ignorance and can't-be-bothered attitude always control my like a ship. If only I can go back and did what I'm suppose to do. Maybe the dilemma could be solved like that particular ship I've lost. One word - "Regret".
Also, without a doubt, it's always on my mind, the thoughts of that shadowy figure are burned into my mind, fortunately or unfortunately.
Right now, I can't really think straight. My mind's clouded with various visions, decisions and consequences. Though one thing's for sure, I crave sleep. It wrecks the brain, like a withdrawal symptom. Messing up my brain and I don't even know what I'm writing about. Though, sleeping would only cut down on the time I could use to do something else.
Something is wrecking me as well. Something that I should've done long ago. The wait for my "package" was dreadful, I understand and can relate to. But then again, my ignorance and can't-be-bothered attitude always control my like a ship. If only I can go back and did what I'm suppose to do. Maybe the dilemma could be solved like that particular ship I've lost. One word - "Regret".
Also, without a doubt, it's always on my mind, the thoughts of that shadowy figure are burned into my mind, fortunately or unfortunately.
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